Holidays are anything but holy.
The pretense…the pomp…circumstance…
Really, the holidays only remind me how lonely things really are.
How alien it all feels.
The laughter is haunting.
The only way to comfort is really going all in on what you’re feeling…
If you’re going to be lonely, might as well sit on the floor, in the darkness, drowning out the silence of it all.
You might as well celebrate…
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