Tears All the Way Down

When someone tells you that they don’t care if they talk to you every day, walk away.

When someone doesn’t respond to your texts and ignore your phone calls, walk away.

When someone stands you up, walk away.

When someone let’s you go to sleep upset without even trying to make things better, walk away.

When someone tells you that you’re more invested than they are, walk away.

When you have to have the same conversation over and over again about how they aren’t communicating with you, walk away.

When someone spends an entire month being distant and mentally removed, walk away.

When someone doesn’t think spending the holidays with you matters, walk away.

When you’re the only one that makes plans, walk away.

When you can’t sleep because of all the hurt you’re feeling, walk away.

When someone doesn’t care enough to ask you how you’re doing, walk away.

When someone keeps saying they’re going to change, but never do….know it’s because you’re not worth changing for. You’re not worth their effort. You’re not worth their time.

I have to do it because you won’t.

I have to be the one to say what you won’t say.

You don’t care about me.

You don’t love me.

How do I know?

You treat me like I don’t matter.

If I mattered, we’d be having this conversation right now, and I wouldn’t be writing it here.

It’s time for me to put myself first.

-Rule

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